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B’oh #the Simpsons #nailart

B’oh #the Simpsons #nailart

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Posted 1 week ago with 1 note
Cool and the gang #nail art 💅

Cool and the gang #nail art 💅

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Posted 1 week ago with 1 note
"Hi homey!" #margesimpson #thesimpsons #nailart #hamleys

"Hi homey!" #margesimpson #thesimpsons #nailart #hamleys

Tags: #hamleys #thesimpsons #nailart #margesimpson
Posted 1 week ago with 1 note
Let’s document their babble

"Mum did you have to kiss when you were married?"
“Pardon?”
“Did you have to kiss when you were married?”
“No I didn’t have to.”
“-Because there’s two fat people”
“Mummy there’s a word in here a word hag what does that mean mummy?”

“Mummy Jo is seven fattest stone and bob is twelve fattest stone” “That’s not true babies Arnt born- Fattest stone” “Eight stone is fattest” “mummy wait I’ve got to read this.” “That after noon it was cross cunt ry running it’s was an awful arrrwaaaragh” “Ordeal” “Do you know what this means?” Shit I thought I’d missed by stop. “You are reading lots of words but not understanding them you should stop” But he just kept on flipping over the pages
Posted 1 week ago with 0 notes
It’s not

That I have an issue
With you
And your children
Sitting at my table on the train
(Don’t mean to be rude I know it’s not MINE you can sit anywhere you want)

It’s just now,
Well I can’t exactly roll a fag in front of the little ones
So I’ll have to wait when I
Alight and well
It’s ok it’s just I’d planned to do it
On the train
For convenience
And now

YOU AND YOUR LITTLE SHITS HAVE RUINED MY PLANS.

Posted 1 week ago with 0 notes
Waiting for Sam in KFC
With a tango
Before going to wild beasts
In Brixton

 “Tickets to see wild beasts! Tickets tickets to see wild beasts!”

Announces the man in front of the station entrance
Feeling elated that I don’t need it, but nervous

Whole loadda people gonna watch them too
Nervous kinda nervous

My skirt is tight
My face feels caked
But it’s alright
Rome weren’t built in a day.

Waiting for Sam in KFC
With a tango
Before going to wild beasts
In Brixton

“Tickets to see wild beasts! Tickets tickets to see wild beasts!”

Announces the man in front of the station entrance
Feeling elated that I don’t need it, but nervous

Whole loadda people gonna watch them too
Nervous kinda nervous

My skirt is tight
My face feels caked
But it’s alright
Rome weren’t built in a day.

Tags: #poetry #poem #selfie #creative writing
Posted 1 week ago with 2 notes
Waiting for Sam in KFC
With a tango
Before going to wild beasts
In Brixton

 “Tickets to see wild beasts! Tickets tickets to see wild beasts!”

Announces the man in front of the station entrance
Feeling elated that I don’t need it, but nervous

Whole loadda people gonna watch them too
Nervous kinda nervous

My skirt is tight
My face feels caked
But it’s alright
Rome weren’t built in a day.

Waiting for Sam in KFC
With a tango
Before going to wild beasts
In Brixton

“Tickets to see wild beasts! Tickets tickets to see wild beasts!”

Announces the man in front of the station entrance
Feeling elated that I don’t need it, but nervous

Whole loadda people gonna watch them too
Nervous kinda nervous

My skirt is tight
My face feels caked
But it’s alright
Rome weren’t built in a day.

Tags: #poetry #poem #selfie #creative writing
Posted 2 weeks ago with 1 note
The macca bees bzzzzzz

All I see
And all I smell are mcdonalds chips!

Can people not really see,
My concealer congealing?

Awkward conversations will be the end of me.

First day of drink free,
The lemonade and lime went down a treat,
I always want to leave early anyway,
But why’d they have to talk about drugs at Glastonbury?

Posted 2 weeks ago with 1 note
The end

"Well it’s like,
I uh if you were to take myself through the day
Running through life

I was 12 when I first felt depression.”

Sitting in the backseat of the car
Looking at grey beaches score the sky
Surf and turf of malevolent sinister scrapes through the sky
Great fat tear drops, waiting

And the bottom drops out your stomach
Hollow and gaping in through
The empty shuttle of your chest
Yes, hollow.

And you are back to ground zero
All the distractions, friends music
Banal tv. Everything, I dunno people. Everything you thought you enjoyed

Pretending to not feel it’s presence
shrieking at you
You drink up, toke up, watch, eat, consume

Anything to take your mind off that no
Not a feeling but
A physical creaking
Tired of tree limbs of worry and stress and pettiness and everything’s
The end of the world.

I lie in bed and I know it’s going to get better
I know I will change this month and
I can control what will happen, what I do
I can control me not by sleep
Not by, not by-

You know gurl you said to me
I’d laugh. At your video. Well I didn’t
I get it now but I do it in a different way.

I take it to the extreme
I take one aspect and strangle it to death

Love, relationship, company, television, sleeping, yoghurt.

Like when you ate yoghurt all the time at high school
Loved it and loved it and
Ate it and ate it
Consume consume consume consume

Wait. I hate this.

Work. Move onto work Elly.
Do not think, not drink.

Read! Read poetry!

Place the paper on the wall and their you will scrawl all these banal, depressing jottings (oh joy)

I’ve done now for two years.

Time to take these old thoughts into action
It’ll be hard, lonely- it’s ok

You can do this
It’s only one month
Imagine what might happen.

Posted 2 weeks ago with 4 notes

Mate I just don’t know
Shut the window
Close the doors
Let’s talk
‘Bout what?
I dunno something
Anything
Tell me how the wind takes you
Off tell me how I can’t
I can’t let go I can’t
Dance I just listen to
The music on the bus
And think of a stage
And my movements
And what can never be
And what can never be

Never be

I love you please just
Make everything ok with you so we can
Be back together again
And I’ll work on me
I’m sorry.

Posted 2 weeks ago with 3 notes

Let’s capture the moment
Of the smoke swirling up through
Twisting through Cecilia.

And thick
Spreading through the room caught in
Blonde hair, pink and teal
Jaw is still unhinged.

Digital love I remember
Watching the video and waiting for
The next part to the episode.

There never was

Fees birthday party

"Guyssssssss"
Glitter and crutches
And
When’s the dealer coming?

Stay tuned kids

Posted 2 weeks ago with 3 notes

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Tags: #bad grammar #better unstitch it
Let’s hide this from mum

The taste
Dripping down my throat is like
The tom and jerry sticks
I used to chomp on as a
Greedy child

And no matter how skinny I am now
I could never devour and ignore
As much as I did
Little puppy fat Elly


I remember earlier in the night
Vowing to ignore the constraints
Of the man children who surround me
Who rule my life
And dictate my behaviour to attract them

Fuck that!

But I don’t know whether that’s my pessimistic beer talk
I think I’ll have to play the game
I think I’ll have to do it anyway

Seeing off his twenty first with
Line after line of coke off a mirror
I have pulled my jaw and shouldn’t i
Be pulling other muscles with exercise
Shouldn’t this be secondary

NOT PRIORITY.

Fuck. Fuck fuck.

Messy weekend ahead yeah sure but
Fuck. Goddammit this needs to change
Break the eight year habit you have formed
Break it. Elly I don’t know just.
What. Ugh. Monotonous
Boring
Fuck
This
I
Will
Dance.

Posted 2 weeks ago with 0 notes
All i listen to is wild beasts

And why can’t I notice my big eyes
My full lips, rather than the spots surrounding it

Why can’t i just just JUST not smoke
Instead of quitting but letting myself off
With every outing
Because I’m drinking right I need to
And let’s face it I won’t stop thinking about it
So I might as well have one now
Than be in a foul mood for longer.

My nails are messy, you know
If I started thinking a little positive
And be a little more arrogant I think
I could get what I want

Gotta believe in yourself before they do
And no, hopped up on six energy drinks
Does not suffice.

Uggggggggggh
Hmm
Hurrrr
Huhhhh
What is a girl to do


You’re either happy
And you sail through life
Or you work hard
To get what you want.

What do you want Elly.

Posted 2 weeks ago with 0 notes